04.22.06
Posted in thoughts, diary at 4:09 pm by cj
wahahahaha.. thanks to jong. at sinipag din ako… haha! nakakatuwa.. ewan ko ba,wala akung magawa.. pati friendster picture ko may captions na..at of course mymultiply haha.. naayos ko na din. wee.. may tagboard na ako. so sana naman mafeel ko na may nagbbasa n sa blog ko pti dun sa multiply wala rin ata. hahaahah! but that’s ok.. nailalabas ko naman dito ang aking dramaness.. haha! o xa xa.. un lang.. may church pa. antuk na din.. salamat sa lahat nag nagvisit at magvvisit pa.. salamat!!!!!!
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Posted in diary at 12:16 pm by cj
just got home, from school and gala. spent the day at school for my ojt and thesis 2 orientation. and.. what the heck!? we are already piled up with different submission schedules.. for dozens of paper works.. and it comes with a project. haaayayaya! oh well, what can i do?! that’s life.. and soon ill be graduating, so tiis tiis lang.. haha! i know God will help us naman.. aiun,after that.. i went to glo to buy pants for my ojt,roamed the mall alone.. and saw some friends then left to meet nis. oh,how i missed him.. haha! kahit away kami the past few days.. we had a good time, nasa mood kasi kami.. and we really missed each other. haha. ok, fine.. namiss na namin isa’t isa. i just cant get enuf of it,kahit kumain lang kami.. at kwento to the max. and kung mababasa mo ‘to, wala lang.. im proud of u, kasi ndi naman madali mag work and u have to sacrifice ur studies pa.. pero galing galing mo eh. haha, dame sales.. and u know naman na im always praying for u. un lang.. haha! dramaness.. haha! un.. uhm,that’s all.. hehe! tata!
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04.20.06
Posted in diary at 2:22 am by cj
so school resumed.. yeah yeah. sleepless night, weary nights.. all those nights. haha. this is my last quarter, hopefully. and most of my relatives and friends is expecting that ill be graduating soon.. and im also praying hard for it. so pls for me too.. hehe! aiun,so far.. im not yet starting sa internship ko. may kulang pa kasi good moral.. but my mom fixed all for me na.. kaya yesterday lang ako nagfill up ng application then attended my orientation. haha. ang bilis nho.. well, im working kasi at my mom’s office at landbank sa manila. but ill be assigned in a different dept. so un.. i hope it works ok. i appreciate my dad’s prayer for me, my internship has always been a part of our daily devotion.. and im kinda excited for it. though 50php lang ang allowance.. babawi na lang ako kay mama. at wala rin naman magawa dito sa haus.. so un. we also have to prepare for our thesis.. so thesismates.. here we come! aside from that, my first class started na talaga last night.. cisco 4,my last specialization. and nahihiya ako.. kasi dba nakoo,wala tlga akong ganun kadaming alam sa cisco.. to think specialization ka un. lahat naman kami.. tas un prof namin ngyn,magaling tlga xa dun.. so tlgang aral aral na to. nakakakaba tlga itu. haha. on the other other side,this past few days.. medyo naginit tlga ulo ko sa isang taong nawawala.. haha. pero nakita na rin xa.. at buti nga napagalitan xa. nakakaasar. lalo na un gnwa nya.. nkoo,nararamdaman ko na nga un effect nun ginawa nya… hay,sna marealize naman ng friends nya na mahirap un. at mabayaran na xa. and hirap ng ganito ha.. hmmp!!! i wont go into details.. baka magkaron ng isyu, tyka nabbother pa rin ako sa related na isyu.. ewan ko ba,naiinis ako kasi bkit may ganun sabi sabi.. haha. i know ur all getting confused.. me too!
so that’s it for now.. bbye!
and im sorry my friends yadah and eric d tau nakalabas.. sana soon! at kaw nis, wala lang.. haha!
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04.15.06
Posted in diary, travels at 7:05 am by cj
im home.. finally, grabe.. ang hirap ng buhay dun. if ur just there with me.. susuko ka.. but if u did it for the LORD worth it lahat. isipin mo. papunta pa lang ang dami ng struggles na nakaharap namin.. but GOD is soo good. na provide nya lahat ng kailngn nmn.. may additional blessings pa! galing tlga ni LORD at sooper nakka bless un mga pipol there. napaka tiyaga nila.. isipin mo.. mga bundok bundok ang dadaanan mo bago ka makapunta dun sa church.. and to think ha… baku-bako talaga un daan.. grabe. nakakatuwa tlga.. kht d ako nagturo,i was able to help naman.. grabe tlg. d ko madetail lahat.. so ill just post again some pictures in HERE
for now, tata! missing my friends.. waaah,ppasok na ako sa monday!!
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04.11.06
Posted in hatred at 10:52 am by cj
alam mo kung sinu ka.. mayabang ka tlga! alm mo naman nakakasakit ka na.. patuloy ka pa rin sa ginagawa mo. uve always ignored me when times like this comes.. sana ull realize na walang magandang idudulot un pride mo. naasar na ako. wala kang iniative. wala kang pakialm. andyan ka lang pag walang drama.. u never seemed to ask what i really feel.. u never cared what i feel. haay.. ewan. u cant even bother to ask me why am i like that?! ewan ko sayo.. ang yabang mo.. sobra.. err!
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04.09.06
Posted in diary at 3:10 pm by cj
i had a very beautiful sunday today. aside from the usual lateness of me and my mom. haha. graduation kasi nun mga sunday schoolies. and masaya kasi yun program.. na reach out namin pati mga parents nun mga kids. and medyo naging closey closey na kami ng aking mga students. they were very shy tlga.. at least konting biro at takot na wala silang gifts.. un,nwala na un hiya.. haha. as ive mentioned nga sa last post ko, sa wed till sat wla ako so ill try to update one more bfore we leave. Read the rest of this entry »
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04.07.06
Posted in diary at 2:21 am by cj
its been a week since i got home from my island cove getaway.. i had a hard time uploading all the pictures.. so just check it HERE.
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03.29.06
Posted in thoughts at 8:28 am by cj
You say: “It’s impossible,”
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27).
You say: “I’m too tired,”
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30).
You say: “Nobody really loves me,”
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 13:34).
You say: “I can’t go on,”
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15).
You say: “I can’t figure things out,”
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6).
You say: “I can’t do it,”
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13).
You say: “I’m not able,”
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8).
You say: “It’s not worth it,”
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28).
You say: “I can’t forgive myself,”
Godsays: I FORGIVE YOU (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1).
You say: “I can’t manage.”
God says: I will supply all your needs(Philippians 4:19).
You say: “I’m afraid,”
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7).
You say: “I’m always worried and frustrated,”
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7).
You say: “I don’t have enough faith,”
God says: I’ve given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3).
You say: “I’m not smart enough,”
Godsays: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30).
You say: “I feel all alone,”
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you(Hebrews 13:5).
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Posted in travels at 5:09 am by cj
its a habit for me to wake up early 9am every wednesday just to watch the live via satellite episode of the amazing race 9, wala lang.. ive been a fan of this show as early the amazing race 3. aiun.. its been my ultimate dream to join the race, uhm.. actually, the traveling part is what i really want. well, it is my amazing dream.. to travel the world. im not sure when would that dream come true.. but of course, i don’t wanna be alone. so.. sinu gusto?! haha.. ive got so many plans for the future.. my family has one for me too, that is goin to australia by next year.. God willing.
our family has been blessed to travel to few parts of the world. at an early age of 12 ive been to australia and hongkong. at that time, hongkong was just a tourist place for me where dragons and temples are everywhere.. until i grew up and knew it was also a shopping spot. too bad for me, my mom only enjoy our hongkong trip. i was a virgin in shopping. haha. oh well, i still enjoyed our first out of the country trip.. wee! then after 2 years, we went back to australia but my mom choosed not to come.. coz were bankrupt. haha. so my dad, me and my sister stayed in OZ for 3 friggin’ months (april-june 2002) .. and that trip made me fat. haha. oh yes, that trip made me really fat.. we stayed their for months.. and we didn’t do much of the pasyal part because we’ve been there and plus my dad is working. haha.. to conclude, i got fat. sob. our last trip was last december 2004, it was very different because it is summer there.. and we spent our holidays at OZ. it was sad. because it isnt festive like here in the philippines. but i did enjoy the trip because i only stayed there for 2 weeks. poor me. its just like a waste of money. haha. we went there because my grannys our celebrating their bdays and my grandma was sick. aside from that, we went to gold coast.. it was one sooper fun trip. its a week of fun.. lots of theme parks and lots of food. summer. hotel. shopping. good food. family. those are just the words to describe that trip. at the end, i get to travel alone on my way back in the phillippines. my vacation was cut short due to the restless vacation of mapua. haha. and when i got back, i stayed at home, alone for two weeks more coz my sis and my mom went home after 2 weeks.. so i got all my money on me, plus all the extra cash i kept. wahaha! it was a different and fun and sad experience!
dream on!! libre naman mangarap dba?!!
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03.27.06
Posted in diary at 4:56 am by cj
wee.. blog blog again!
uhm,our vacation has already started and it will end by april 17.. and so far, my vacation is very boring.. but i am enjoying my sleepless nights due to brunch wake up in the morning. my usual daily routine is :
1. wake up between 10-11am (9am sometimes for some reasons..)
2. open my laptop (my pc is broken.. huhu)
3. eat brunch (or the breakfast leftover and consider it as brunch)
4. connect to the internet
5. surf all day
what a boring could it be.. just imagine!
and plus.. im all alone.. with our helper pla.
oh well, my weekends are better compared to may weekdays.. my family is at home, so we usually go out.. or do some church ministry. here’s my weekend routine:
saturdays are spent:
with my mom mostly, because my sister has worship practice and my dad plays tennis early in the morning. we usually go to malls.. hehe!
sundays are spent:
op cors, at church.. then lunch at the house and be ready before 3 for our Bible study. yup u heard it, i have a ministry na.. hehe! well, i enjoy teaching kids.. though my students are very shy, im working out to be a good ate to them. speaking of that, this coming sunday will be the last 2 lessons of our children outreach.. and ill be teaching in front of 80 plus kids, oh now.. i can just imagine.. how all of them will be so makulit. and ill feel that nobody’s listening.. GOD help me! i know He will… i just have to be ready. yikes.. so far, i am really thankful.. that i finally have a minstry, im just not good in handling big responsiblities.. but i can help in some other way. speaking of that again, this coming april 12-15.. ill be goin to tulos,batangas.. for our church’s daily vacation Bible school (dvbs) aiun.. it will be an escape of my comfort zone.. and realize the beauty of nature.. haha! aiun.. all the church work has been giving me a lot of reasons not to think more of my future.. and op cors, it gives me also a lot of energy to continue serving my Creator!
just felt like sharing my routines.. just in case magyaya kayo skn lumabas, u know my sked. as if may magyaya at papayagan ako.. haha! oh well, my birthday is nearness na.. haha. but before that my seraiah friends are planning to go out sa april 4, well tentative pa pero hopefully matuloy at lahat makasama, coz last time,d ako nkasama.. huhu! aiun.. i hope it will be fun, im sure it will and no dramaness.. hekhek!
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