06.05.06
changed of heart
is it possible?? does it occur instantly or evolves naturally?? tell me what it is.. so i can understand u and everything that has happened………
05.31.06
friendships and drama!
well, i dont mean to bore u out on this post.. just because there’s drama in the title. but somehow, ive been talking to some friends, some old.. some new. im glad that the friendship hasnt change.. and ive been missing all of them. sobra. i still wish to talk to some more friends, have some lunch out or just hang out. i miss the old times.. miss the malls, hay. im still sad.. pero God is so so good.. grabe tlga. i always feel strenghtened by His grace.. kahit daming hardships, hay.. it is still sufficient for me. just wanted to share that little by little.. magiging ok na lahat. i give up.. i cannot continuing running for you, its already enough. dramaness!
@ our cisco lab
wee.. ngayon na lang ako nagkaron ng freetime for net dito sa lab. yesterday,half day kami ni pawziness sa office.. then we went to Cisco Networking Academy Program Seminar and Workshops 2006 held at Angelo King International Convention Center. aiun,saya.. lots of freebies,seminar, and i won a cisco bag from the raffle. wee. that made my day. wahaha. babaw. im not really lucky in raffles or such contests, i done even believe in luck.. more so, meant to be lang na tawagin si “charisse sapitan” wee.. haha! exaj na ako.. masaya naman kasi. parang unti unti ko narrealize un benefits ng singlehood.. wala kang inaalala. after that, joycee, me and pawziness decided to go mapua intra.. to buy a cute shirt. pero sabi nga nun friend ko,wala.. pero kulet. we still went there and looked.. but to our dismay esp. pawz’ frustration for the pink tumbler.. nagpunta pa kami ng sm manila.. at nagikot at nakabili na si pawziness. un,we went home by 7pm.. and i arrived ng 8pm,knowing.. walang tao sa bahay.. and i dont have a key. so poor and tired me,had to wait sa neighborness namin… nakikain na din,hanggang 9pm.. hay. sana dba nakapag rest na ako.. aiun,nagpuyat pa ako kasi un pc ko.. dumating na. excited.. naginstall ng lhat.. ang dami pang ggwn. waah. so far so un lang and aking musing and randomness ng life ko! bbye..
05.29.06
my grad is postponed :(
AS IF…….. haha! asa pa akong matatapos ko.. oh well, i must admit.. i am so excited for my graduation. its like my dream come true.. haha. pero un na nga.. na unsyame na xa.. kasi nho. mapua tlga oh.. ayaw kmi paalisin. IMAGINE! right now,7th week.. which is the week we are suppose to pass defense forms and docu.. if we really like to finish this term. and when did they tell us all about the new thesis rules?!!! ask me!?!! just LAST WEEK! 6th week.. caramba! akalain.. are we robots!? can they tell us na lang ng ganun.. i know they dont expect us to do that.. AS IF kakayanin dba. so, mapua.. hmmp! kainis.. bakit ganun.. it means i have to extend for one itsy bitsy 3 months=1 term for my thesis continuation. haayayayayayyaya… grrsh! im not blaming my thesismates.. ha! as in no no no.. kasi they’re super bait and understanding. ok lang yun.. ayoko ng maging pessimistic. though, im in the process of reovering to some sort of.. blasphemy. whaha, anu kya un! kaya namin to.. are GOAL: FINISH THESIS JUST BEFORE MIDTERM! O dba.. kaya un. i know we can.. andyan si God.. un reliable friend ko,thanks.. grabe ka. anyhow, un… kahit sa dami ng stress na iniisip ko.. kasi ang dami ko pag hinahabol na oras sa ojt at may project pa dun. andyan si God at mga friends ko.. and that is too much to keep me goin…. insane! haha…aiun,yan lang.. much better na sa previous post ko nho?!? but yes, its still there.. im still crying once in a while. its not that easy.. bbye!
05.26.06
its so sudden.. may i know why??
i dont know how to tell things…. last week i was so happy. its one of those special days ill ever had in my life… but ironically, in an instant nawala na rin xa… ewan ko bakit. and it makes me sick.. just doin my usual stuff.. and still feeling stupid kasi wala akong idea or whatsoever.. what im goin through is very painful.. i am very hurt, and i hope he knows that.. i just cant explain what i am feeling right now. i am hurting.. and i dont know when to stop..
besides the drama,thanks to my friends.. chard,chemin,donna and kuya ernie.. i appreciate u so much. God bless u always…!
05.16.06
vaycay
yes,i am back. from my sooper sarap summer/rainy getaway. Read the rest of this entry »
05.09.06
grabe na itu!
HAHAHAHA…wala lang. nauubos na ata ang enjoyment ko sa ojt. puro flyff kasi pinaguusapan.. onti na lang nakukulit ko. haha. pero oks pa rin naman..kahit pa onti na un mga job order everyday.. at aalis na un kuya ko. nakoo,enjoy pa din kesa pumasok sa skool.. at etu pa,gagawa na kami ng project ni fhawz.. hirap,help naman sa load balancing. sana, matapos namin din at madefend ng maayos. and thanks to kuya lowenz, sooper.. thesis mode xa. hehe.. un tlga mga prayers ko,matapos namin lahat.. but for the mean time,punta muna ako subic at baguio sa thursday to monday.. haha. ultimate vacation muna.. but there are chance umaattend ako sa seminar sa sat,kasi required. malaman.. haha. but im sure maeenjoy ko to. i missin someone who is sooper busy na.. hay 
sana matuloy un friday plans ntn. yee! un lang. bbyee pipol!!!
05.01.06
extended weekend post..
well, last day na ng extended weekend ko.. thanks to labor day. everybody got one extra summer rest day. un,anu ba balita?! wala naman. pumasok ako sa skool nun sat, mas matagal pa un binayahe ko kesa dun sa class namin.. nagpass lang kami ng papers, tas finish na.. we just have to work work work na talaga sa thesis. good thing,oks naman un mga meeting namin ng mga groupmates ko. tas nag pass din sa ojt ng ilang papers.. anu pa!? waited for someone,hoping magkikita kami.. ksi naman its been a week full of work. tas ndi rin kami nagkita.. haay,sad. miss him though, d rin kami madalas magkita.. oh well,anu ba magagawa ko. un na un.. happy naman sa ojt,makukulit mga tao.. masaya. enjoy.. mga new friends ko! aiun.. 3 times ko na ata napost un.. oh well,basta masaya.. haay! un lang muna.. wala na maxadong bago.. ciao!!!
04.28.06
its been a week..
grabe,saya saya sa ojt.. kahit paguwe ko,pagod tlga.. sobra! sarap naman tulog nho.. nakakapagod,kasi panik panaog ka sa building. gawa ng computer.. buhat dito. or kahit maglakad lang sa fire exit.. nakoo,kapagod. pero saya.. super, naeenjoy ko un mga kasama ko dun. kahit isang barakada sila.. d ako left out. super saya. ayoko na ngang pumasok sa school eh,ojt na lang.. haha! un.. very very busy tlg.. so yan muna!!! bbbye!!
04.24.06
finally started my internship!
haay,syempre sa office lang ni mama un.. nakakahiya nga kasi wala naman akong kilala..and i really dont know what to do. buti kinausap aku nun kasabay ko sa ojt.. un. tas i finally got the paper and went sa department where i am assigned. naligaw pa ako sa elevator.. and finally reached 16th floor. the network operation department.. ang taray. very networking and title. haha. aiun.. met my co-intern. they are mostly from plm and feu at COe sila.. mabait naman silang lahat. promise. so un,enjoy.. kahit sa mga cpu kami nakaupo or sa table.. nakakatamad din,pero im looking forward for it. start pa lang naman eh.. un lang. hehe. bbye!