03.10.08
post secret #1
09.12.07
i kinda hate how my life goes..
it feels so empty. not so fulfilling. and full of stupidity.
11.14.06
stucked
yeah.. i think so. im a bum forever (wag sna) and i RESENT love now!
aint that great!?
10.25.06
hmm.. what’s there to post?
whose there to read?
blogging.. i don’t miss it actually, but i feel i owe an update.. though nobody’s reading naman.
as of my last post, I was very angry.. all the words you can refer to to it, would best describe how i felt at that time. i felt betrayed and used.. for the second time around. it was a shame in short.
to make it worst, it was just the start of my agony.. it may sound so drama, but i really went through so much.. so much, that at one point i thought I was insane.. ahaha. it may not be obvious, but i felt crazy at one time. crying and laughing at the same time.. can be the worst and best feeling. it left a scar.. and that one can’t be erase. i have to step up… i have to move on and not hold back. it was full of misery.. i never really expected that will happen again, not with him. but it happened.. and all is history now.
09.02.06
time flies so fast
yeah.. im so old na, everyday i find instances that reminds me of the past and think of what it is now.. and seeing how ive grown so much also the people around me. im blogging this.. because just got home from my elem bestfriend’s wedding… i really wanted to stay and finish the party, but something got in the way. but im really happy.. even for a short while, a short notice of invitation (the same day of the wedding) she still acknowledged that we used to be bestfriends and all.. after the longest time i have never seen her though we have friendsters and commin friends, i am honored that i was able to witnessed one of the most fulfilling time of her life. i wish we could have spend more time and continue the friendship… but i know we will meet again someday. maybe in OZ. bsta… ill update this more.. nakakatuwang isipin tlga.. ang bilis ng panahon. congrats to kat and mai! wish u both the best.. Godbless yah!
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01.06.06
a happy new year
happy new year… i know its too late, haha.. ive been busy. wala rin naman nagbabasa dito.. hehe,drama! so.. aiun,classes started.. sa una katamad tlga.. pero this term is very challenging, 18 units ako… kasi i had to take os again. tapos.. most of my prof our new except dun sa isa, which is the one who failed me. kaya i really have to study hard tlga.. haay! tapos.. halos lahat ng subjects may projects.. ayayayay! but GOd is so good tlga.. mababait naman un mga bagong prof kahit madaming ggwn. yung groupings issue,naayos na din.. at may kgroup na ako.. haaay!so… ok naman so far..!!
before new year pala,nag batangas kami.. sa church. it was fun,kahit nun una.. ayaw ko. kasi there’s this reunion thingy na naka-set.. tapos when i had all the powers to follow na lngthem sa tagaytay, nag change ng plans.. too bad ndi rin na-complete… and some issues needed to be settled.. haha! joke lng..
anyhows, i miss my friends.. to all whose reading my posts, thanks… miss yah guys!!!
12.23.05
001 - vacation post
ill try to update my blog every now and then.. this holiday vacation. i think this holiday season will be pretty much exciting for me… y?! because i wasn’t in the country last year.. it was a very different christmas and new year celebration for me.. though i was with my family, i still missed the philippines.. if i may say, one thing i noticed is.. iba talaga ang pasko sa pinas.. hehe, that’s true.. kasi naman, super malungkot sa australia.. especially i grew up in a family who celebrate the season in much preparedness.. kasi dba reunion and all that.. plus gifts and moneys, e sa OZ wala nun.. plus konti lng naman ang relatives ko, so konti lang tlga ang pamasko.. hehe! i stayed there for 2 weeks.. kasi may pasok din, so it was a short and different celebration.. last year! pero ngayon.. andito ako sa pinas.. haha! one thing pa pala na iba ngyng holiday,
sko0L StuFF
may bagsak ako.. yup, u heard it right?! the one i posted on my previous post, un na nga… oh well, ganun tlga.. dami ngang issues regarding that professor.. all i can say, may God bless him and his family.. who knows, he might be professor this coming term.. yikes! till then.. haha! i don’t wanna be bitter with it, ive already accepted the fact that i failed.. im not happy with it, but i more challenged to do better next term.. especially having 18 units to finish and pass.. i hope that the good Lord will help all the way. grabe, marami akong subjects next term.. because i want to graduate na.. thesis na, gash. im praying that ill have good thesismates. grabe, ayoko muna ngang isipin ang school.. want to enjoy my vacation. pero pero.. naisip ko habang nagaayos kami ng sked, bakit parang.. all we want is to find sections that will suit our preferences.. without even thinking, can we do this?! i know most of my friends/schoolmates.. are very bright, pero naisip ko lang un thought.. what if this and that, haay… i trust God that He’ll not forsake us, esp. in this very very heavy term. haay, can’t imagine what would i be like.. having night classes ult. i hope it will be more fun than the previous one. enough of school, ill have loads of kwento about that next year… hopefully ill find time!
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so far so good.. im enjoying my time, though most of the time i am bored.. i need to go shopping, perhaps after christmas na.. wala pa kasi ang pera. but there are few people who made my post-christmas shopping a lil earlier.. thanks nanay! i was suppose to do my extended shopping tonight.. unfortunately, traffic dito.. and i wasn’t feeling that well, kaya d ako nakaalis. good thing, my mom does not forget about me.. so i hope what she bought will fit me, hehe! uhm…. wala pa naman nangyayaring iba, kasi andito lang ako lagi sa bahay… pero before talaga mag vacation mode ako, xmpre nun enrollment.. last day ng gala ko, syempre i spend it with nis.. may choice ba ako!? hehe.. kidding aside, it was all good and fun… pambawi sa nangyri the day before, nyek. yeah, it is all nice… sarap kasi ng food. basta happy, tripping pa pauwe.. i won’t go into details, wala naman may pakialam eh.. may nagbbsa ba nito?! ni-comment nga wala.. hahaha! just joking, xmpre its between me and him na lang… aba, personal na buhay ko na un nho! hehe..
before i end this, how do yah like my new skin?! sana comment naman kayo.. hehe, please… and since it is a holiday season, u can greet me here Season’s Greetings 4 cJ,ill appreciate it very much!!