09.25.06

YOU!!!

Posted in hatred at 10:27 am by cj

AND YES YOU…. I DUNNO IF ULL BE ABLE TO READ THIS.. ANG MASASABI KO LANG

“AYOS KA AH….”

05.29.06

my grad is postponed :(

Posted in diary, hatred at 3:54 pm by cj

AS IF…….. haha! asa pa akong matatapos ko.. oh well, i must admit.. i am so excited for my graduation. its like my dream come true.. haha. pero un na nga.. na unsyame na xa.. kasi nho. mapua tlga oh.. ayaw kmi paalisin. IMAGINE! right now,7th week.. which is the week we are suppose to pass defense forms and docu.. if we really like to finish this term. and when did they tell us all about the new thesis rules?!!! ask me!?!! just LAST WEEK! 6th week.. caramba! akalain.. are we robots!? can they tell us na lang ng ganun.. i know they dont expect us to do that.. AS IF kakayanin dba. so, mapua.. hmmp! kainis.. bakit ganun.. it means i have to extend for one itsy bitsy 3 months=1 term for my thesis continuation. haayayayayayyaya… grrsh! im not blaming my thesismates.. ha! as in no no no.. kasi they’re super bait and understanding. ok lang yun.. ayoko ng maging pessimistic. though, im in the process of reovering to some sort of.. blasphemy. whaha, anu kya un! kaya namin to.. are GOAL: FINISH THESIS JUST BEFORE MIDTERM! O dba.. kaya un. i know we can.. andyan si God.. un reliable friend ko,thanks.. grabe ka. anyhow, un… kahit sa dami ng stress na iniisip ko.. kasi ang dami ko pag hinahabol na oras sa ojt at may project pa dun. andyan si God at mga friends ko.. and that is too much to keep me goin…. insane! haha…aiun,yan lang.. much better na sa previous post ko nho?!? but yes, its still there.. im still crying once in a while. its not that easy.. bbye!

05.26.06

its so sudden.. may i know why??

Posted in hatred at 12:38 pm by cj

i dont know how to tell things…. last week i was so happy. its one of those special days ill ever had in my life… but ironically, in an instant nawala na rin xa… ewan ko bakit. and it makes me sick.. just doin my usual stuff.. and still feeling stupid kasi wala akong idea or whatsoever.. what im goin through is very painful.. i am very hurt, and i hope he knows that.. i just cant explain what i am feeling right now. i am hurting.. and i dont know when to stop..
besides the drama,thanks to my friends.. chard,chemin,donna and kuya ernie.. i appreciate u so much. God bless u always…!

04.11.06

ang yabang mo!

Posted in hatred at 10:52 am by cj

alam mo kung sinu ka.. mayabang ka tlga! alm mo naman nakakasakit ka na.. patuloy ka pa rin sa ginagawa mo. uve always ignored me when times like this comes.. sana ull realize na walang magandang idudulot un pride mo. naasar na ako. wala kang iniative. wala kang pakialm. andyan ka lang pag walang drama.. u never seemed to ask what i really feel.. u never cared what i feel. haay.. ewan. u cant even bother to ask me why am i like that?! ewan ko sayo.. ang yabang mo.. sobra.. err!