10.25.06
hmm.. what’s there to post?
whose there to read?
blogging.. i don’t miss it actually, but i feel i owe an update.. though nobody’s reading naman.
as of my last post, I was very angry.. all the words you can refer to to it, would best describe how i felt at that time. i felt betrayed and used.. for the second time around. it was a shame in short.
to make it worst, it was just the start of my agony.. it may sound so drama, but i really went through so much.. so much, that at one point i thought I was insane.. ahaha. it may not be obvious, but i felt crazy at one time. crying and laughing at the same time.. can be the worst and best feeling. it left a scar.. and that one can’t be erase. i have to step up… i have to move on and not hold back. it was full of misery.. i never really expected that will happen again, not with him. but it happened.. and all is history now.