08.24.06

wee.. ang drama ko ba?!

Posted in diary, drama at 12:33 pm by cj

finally, got this thing off my mind.. i’m worry free. im sorry God, for bein stubborn and all. oh well.. ive been wanting to makeover my blog, but i cant seem to do it. anyone there? hay naku friends wants to volunteer? im not good at web designing stuffs, a good theme will do.. i also for got how to use the ftp stuff. arrgh. so please.. someone who could volunteer?! haha.my blog is so boring. i dont even like the color scheme. argh. basta,soon.. magbabago na rin tong blog ko. hmmm.. helllppp!!!

this past few days, ive been busy working my butt off. haha.. alaws arepz eh. so i cant be called a totally bum na. as ivementioned before, hirap yun your about to graduate and u still have to finish some things. ala ka na rin allowance ksi its irregular skool stuff. it makes me sad.. because i tend to utang. bad me. kaya nagaaway kami lagi ng sister ko. nonetheless, im surviving.. may allowance din naman ako kahit onti sa part time ko plus im enjoying naman. so fair fair na rin dba.

hmm.. ive been wanting to blog this thing noon noon pa.. as in. but there are times, maasar lang ako dahil sa kadramahan dulot nito. well, pag lovelife naman tlga.. it wont be complete without it. pero at the end, you’ll end up happy and bonus na yun pag kinilig ka. para sa akin kasi.. ndi sa lahat ng ginagawa for me ng special someone ko nakakakilig. nakakainis nga most of the time, lalo na pag late sa mga usapan. may tinatamaan na ba? (comment ka!) oh well papel. itong may june.. naka problema ako. oo nwalan ako ng ka-date. haha. pero somehow, God made a way para bumalik ang mga nakaraan.. but it was different this time. if ur a frequent reader of my blog (as if meron), ive posted ata a similar situation where our love was tested. wahaha. (see, its drama) as i was saying, it was something not so familiar.. many things has changed and by far.. it is still consistent. that paved a way for us to found new happiness with each other. alam mo yun, simpleng magkasama lang tlga.. at kape o kaya tambay sa bahay, fud trip. ganun.. before it was a routine. nakakasawa. nakakabore. pero ngayon, talagang maaapreciate mo yun presence ng bawat isa. im thankful talaga na.. yun mga tampuhan, namminimize na. ayoko tlga i detail lahat.. ive chosen to tell those kasi sa mga newly found friends ko nun ako ay lonely.. hehe. pero alam mo naman na ito dba. ive always been vocal with my feelings and sometimes, nakakaasar kasi u expect that he’ll feel or say the same things and i know its impossible. i love him the way he is, kahit d xa ganun ka expressive. waah. i seem to be lost for words. ang hirap kasi ng ganito.. pag mahal mo kasi yun tao, there’s no enough words to describe it. kusa mo na lang mararamdaman yun.. with matching kilig plus butterflies daw in your stomachs. o dba.

basta,ikaw.. paka bait ka at behave. wag mo na akong aawayin. at.. salamat kasi consistent tlga ang mga changes..nakakainlove na tuloy ulit. *kilig* i <3 u my oinkee!

o xa xa.. sa susunod na lang ulit. please pray for my thesis. thanks!

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