07.10.06
a long overdue post!
u see i was to post something earlier than this, but i got sleepy and locked my self up and started sleeping..Zzzzzz.Zzzzzz..!
well, here i am. awake again.. staring in this white space in my laptop,trying to gain some worthy stories to be typed in here. what da heck am i doin?! i dont even know who bothers to read my posts.. well, awhile ago also, i was trying to upload new skin so i cud a have fresh start, a new layout wud help.. but then, i dont know how.. or at least i forgot, my laptop was reformatted this summer and that goes also for a part of my brain.. i also forgot how to BLOG. owkie owkie.. ( i know would jong wud laugh at this part,hehe.. im just practicing my english skills,u know.. haha! nag panget..) but then i still like to try.. so enjoy!
we all know and we all can see i haven’t really blogged anything, except for those, cheesy, mushy, ewwy, dramaness of mine.. eew! but then, it was all true.. and that’s all im gonna tell about it because some guy there,hmmp! ( u know hu u are! ) hahaha! waaah, im still lost for words… i dont where to begin, uh uhm… during those drama days of mine, i was juggling both school and internship. see, that’s how hardworking i am.. haha! i wish it was a serious thing, it was.. half only though. so i passed my last CCNA class and really did well, haha. 2.75 not bad. ok lemme give some details, it was my last term of taking my specialization and boy i am relieved knowing that.. but when i knew She is my professor, i kinda panicked.. well, yeah i panicked. coz She is really intimidating and all.. She knew a lot about the subject, well why would my school appoint her as the lab head for Cisco,right?! so to cut the story short, i studied hard, hard enough to pass?! nah, that’s what i used to do in my previous CCNA subject, but this time i studied harder enpugh so i cud pass and at the same time learn something out of my hardwork, ahaha! and i did.. yup, u heard it, in fact a lot of things.. basta, i got interested in CISCO! wee, not bad for taking that as my specialization, huh!? hehe.. hmm, then.. my internship. it lasted for 240 hours, it was more than 1 month i think. yun, i learned a lot to.. got interested im my specialization not my course though,haha! and why i enjoyed it so much, even if it’s in my mom’s working place.. i got paid 50 bucks a day! wahaha.. i know its to small, but after those 240 hours, it gave almost 1,5.. wee, just enough for my luho.. as if meron, ndi naman.. just when i thought i should spend only my free time with my family.. then my friends started to bugged me. haha. just joking. well, i had several times i went out with my friend/S, had fun.. renewed nga old friendships. it was also a time for me and argin to bond, well.. we knew each other since elementary days and we saw each other in love and heratbroken.. but this time, we saw ourselves drooling for some gwapo guys in the NCAA opening, haha.. and followed by several SSC-R games, kasi she has this really good good friend, who eventually became my good friend too.. he is really nice and tall and good player and a gentleman.. kilig nnaman kuya! so aside from NCAA days, im still looking forward for some more free tickets.. haha! i also got some time to bond with seraiah pipol, well some of them at least, it was all good.. hehe, i still miss u guys.. hope to have that breakfast and more updates. dba! hmmm, wut else?! oh bfore i forgot, during those times ive mentioned my email is flooded with like numerous emails from gc groups and out batch group, cant blame them.. but there are days im totally annoyed with their nonsense topic, hehe! all is settled now,i guess.. peace pipol,hehe! but but… of course,it is not settled.. why!? askin me why!? because i just checked again my email and messages were still tolerable but the news really got me.. the AUGUST Graduation March is resumed.. and prolly the NOVEMBER (which is the scheduled one, for our batch) will be postponed. how sad.. well not sad. how annoying mapua and picc. first, they told us it will be moved to november because picc needs renovation.. and now, AUGUST.. what!? i hate it.. i dont even know when is the date scheduled for us to march given we finish our requirements.. i hate it. sooper. u know, i am having a hard time staying here at home.. bummin myself for nothing. pushing myself to work work on my assigned thesis part.. but i cant start, because im damn lazy to do it.. u know the feeling that ur about graduate but then this stupid thesis gets in the way and u have no other option to finish it so you cud march.. well, hell yeah.. that’s how i feel. i feel so terrible, im not like this.. or at least i didn’t imagine myself feeling like this toward the ends of my academic life. errnk! its just that there are so many things i want to do.. but i cant coz my number one prioprity is that stupid thesis. yeah, im bad. stupid thesis huh. but it is, i feel it is stupid because i dont know what i should do.. i can do alone, i cant pressure my thesismates coz they all have lives of their own and tasks were divided among us. but then. arrggh… i just wanna get this thesis out of my system. haha, i sound so mad.. but im jsut exaggerating it. hehe, but still i wanna finish this and i dunno where to start… can anybody volunteer to teach me vb.net database from scratch? or vb. net at least? warning: i am a slow learner.. but fun to be with, haha! hay hay, i wish someone would help.. someone i know dba. well, what can i say.. u got me, im a BUM! i hate it.. it sucks, know why?! i getting fat again.. i miss eating.. ok, so lemme clear this out.. only few pipol notice that i shed some weight (wuttaword, shed?! haha. ) basta, i dont want to blab about my weight issue, its kinda sensitive u know. wahahahha! im a bum, im broke.. huhuhu! prolly,one of these days.. ill straighten up my priorities, u know.. they have been all jammed up in my mind. there’s this driving lessons (too expensie kasi), french language lessons at mapua (does anybody know ccesc contact number?), vb.net lessons at informatics (anna got me thinking abt it), refresher course (my CCNA prof told us abt it, i dunno wut happened though).. and the list goes on, like culinary arts, eh?!, my australia trip (continuing my education?!), trip to europe, hongkong shopping and disneyland, more of travels……… and what da!? of course finding a job! that’s why i really want.. do i really want it?! i hate myself when i contradict things i say and things i do, its so complicated.. and im having a hard time expalining things.. but all i can say, my life is full of contradiction but hey, i am loving it everyday, just like argin! hahaha… so for the love stuff!? hmm, let’s just say.. ive realized some things,love myself even more and taking things slow.. just like what i said to my closest friends. speaking of them, uhm.. dont u just gals, haha.. realize that no matter how distant ur friends are, when it comes to matters of the heart.. u always understand in some sort of something. haha. that works for me.. and i thank GOD for them. really.
my shoutout to yads,argin,shae,zar,lene and all the guys. haha. so i guess that’s what happened to me for the past weeks/months haven’t blogged anything but drama.
a comment would not hurt,thanks i appreciate you..esp. hay naku pipol! 
