09.06.05
emo & spi
im here at our cisco lab.. its been a while since i posted an entry here.. ive been busy with so many things.. dami pa din iniisip.. last sunday,we went to church.. our usual family thing. for the first time i seriously took notes.. the message was all about problems.. let me share some part of it here:
Predictors - helps us mold our future
Reminders - reminds us that we need God and other people as well
Opportunities - problems are one of the many opportunity we can be a blessing to others
Lessons
- each new challenge is a teacher
Everywhere & everyone - anyone can have problems, so we should be reminded God is faithful. He will not give problems beyond your capacity
Messages - communicates an impending danger
Solvable - no problems are unsolvable, God sends solution to those who are willing to listen..problems are sent also with solutions
isn’t Pastor Ray’s message encouraging?! as for me,it is.. ive been goin through a lot nowadays.. and ive realized that God is truly faithful to His children. Also, whenever i have my devotions.. each words of the Bible reveals something i should look forward to,something marvelous.. i know He has plans for me.. ive done sumthing wrong.. i pray that God would really change my heart.. soon.
my post is very emotional and spiritual.. but that’s how God revealed His unconditional love for me this past few days… and since then.. im so thankful that i had a chance to know him.. and accepted Him as my Savior. Ive known Him since i was a kid, was brought up in a Christian family.. went to Christian schools.. even became a Chrsitian org president.. but then i realized it wasnt just like dat.. there is more,more than i thought.. now, i ought to Him everything i have.. and i am surrendering everything..
since college so many things change.. i must admit my relationship to Him was one of it.. but one by one He revealed to me His plans.. and now, i am striving to put back the fire that has left me.. i want people to show that God is in me.. i want to be one of His living testimony..
i know that God knows how i feel,i still have these thoughts in my mind that can’t be easily vanished.. i trust God that He’ll continue to strengthen me.. as i continue to live the life He gave me…