my weekend was quite nice, yesterday.. we attended a wedding. abay ako,candles… coz in the past few weddings,im always the bridesmaid.. at least now may gnwa ako.. i was so nervous dealing with matchsticks.. hehe! kinakabahan ako eh.. so un,ok naman.. it was my uncle’s wedding,grabe 14 years cla bago kinasal.. they’ve been lovers since their highschool days,whew!

till today,sunday.. may hangover pa ako.. ewan ko ba,im so sleepy na agad.. as in.. wanna sleep agad but i can’t.. i just finished studying sa automata,i should pass my exam tmrw.. haay.. im getting exhausted with my studies, kahit na 9 units lang ako.. it is still hard. to think, sa july ill be in my junior and hopefully last year na sa mapua.. aaah,i need prayers..

but,there is a part of me that is really weak.. i can’t seem to know what it is, it bothers me sometimes.. i feel… i dont know.. aah,i really dont know… reading ate naomi’s blog has helped me see through my life, specially the spiritual side.. i admire her for bein strong, for holding on.. i am still holding on, but its goin tough coz every now and then i face struggles.. which i dont know how to overcome, some things also comes up in my mind,concerning my family.. but after all that,i’d still smile.. knowing that God has never left my side, He’s been there always.. i still choose to hold on with His promises, eventhough we’re goin through a lot.. He has blessed me with people that inspires me to live my life to the fullest..

our family would be strong.. we’re goin through a lot ryt now, for some reasons we dont know but all we keep in our hearts is that there is our Father who loves us so much and will never ever leave us.. we will hold on to Him..

this has been a lot,i guess.. so much 4 now..