05.19.05
a rest-filled day plus lots of dvds
oh well,yup.. u heard it. i finally had a rest day,i just feel so tired. coz u know,yesterday i got 3 exams.. and im hoping ill be able to pass them all. im a bit depressed right now,i just realized that sometimes i am not being able to do my responsibilities. especially,bein a leader. i dont know why,i mean most of the time d ako responsible. nkakasad,lalo na if u know its for God. nakakahiya,kasi i feel so… blank. im really praying na ill fix the whole org thing,i have to be responsible. i have to be.
even in my studies,feeling ko yung efforts ko kulang pa rin. i mean after studying,pag nasa test na.. uh,d ko mgamit ung mga formula. nkakaasar lng. i want to do good in my studies especially now kasi i only got 9 units=3 subjects. urgh. i dont know. i really dont know.
plus i miss my friends,i miss hanging out with them.. or just talking over the phone.. yads,gin.. ah,i miss u!
i really dont know what i feel,i am just so dissapointed with myself.