haay. i a bit depressed right now. i miss my friends. jay miss talking to u. neil,waht happened?! magz,haay! we ate dinner at dampa,pque. the food was good,but it wasn’t that great as before. it was fun having dinner with the rest of my relatives here at our compound. we then went hoem,checked my grades. astig dba?! i am so thankful tlga. though i really faced struggles during that term, i knew that GOD is really on my side (always naman un) HE never fails! depressed lang kasi my friend wasn’t able to make it,haay. i dunno what to say about it. he changed. i dunno know him anymore. haay,depressing pa lalo ksi my mom talked abt him. i wished i cud tell her,but i didnt bother. kasi naman its too, i dunno. ewan. haay.

i went to divisoria 4 the first time today. nakakahilo. kala ko magccollapse nanaman ako. umulan so ang poooootek. i don’t realy understand kasi wala naman tlgan lupa sa divisoria pero the mud is soo thick. kainis xa. as in. grr,pero ok nama naksi we are able to but almost evrything we need na kulang pa sa debut ko. tomorrow will start making the souvenirs. im almost done with the invites. tomorrow pla 20th recognition sa jfs. congrats po. gs2 ko sumama kya lng d nmn ako tga jfa.haay.nakakapagod today.

its been a month.sad.

huh. today was a day. it was tiring. fun. memorable.

first,i had a defense. sort of. kasi nmn,we had to report a computer architecture which wala naman xang tinuro. we are supposed to be 10,pero the other one quit. tpos,galit xa sa prof ko. i mean,tama rin kasi d naman tlg ok un prof. pero parang mali naman ung sbhn mo xa ng masama. oh well. i got a 90 for my individual report. kaasar nga eh, my english sucked. feel ko. kainis,parang walang direction. kasi d ko mxdng inaral un. hehe. a 95 for the group. we did it guys. moja moja!

secondly,after that. i went to cubao sa farmers. got pissed of with sun kasi walang signal. then i had to walk long to gateway. ganda dun. sosyales. pero it waqs really nice and clean. cmpre bago kasi. i ate at bk. ako lng nageat. pero im already with juli and magz. it was nice seeign them. every summer lang ata kami nagkikita. busy kasi. aiun,we are suppose to watch a movie but then we decide to watch at big r. so un,nagtravel pa kmi dun. to think,una mega usapn tas naging gateway tas naging rob east pa. hehe. cool naman. hehe. sarap kasama cla. sarap tumawa,bst cla ang kasama. rhyming ba. basta,namiss ko din naman cla. namiss ko tlga. so then,kya pla kami nagkita bcoz of my debut invitations. we watched “shaolin vs. evil dead” ang corny kaya. magz wanted that movie. kya cla lang dlwa ung natatawa ni julee. i tried na lng to laugh. though its too boring. nakakaantok pa. after that,hinatid na nila ako sa mrt station. aaww,dpt lng nho. sooper favor na ung malapit un place. hehe. pero it was nice. sana maulit. para masaya.

lastly, nagpunta kmi sm with my mom,dad, and my ninong. naghanap ng gown sa debut. may nakita ako. ganda,revealing lang sa likod. conservative ako eh,dami ko kasi baby fats. haha. so ppgwa na lng. and tmrw divisoria divisoria. nice song. first trip ko un. ill write a blog abt it tmrw. un lng.

ngyn,chat ako. masaya. namiss ko kasi to.

haay..

it sounds so deep,it feels so deep. it dont feel empty i just feel unwanted and rejected. i hate it. it seems pipol doesnt want to talk to me. it seems they have their own selfish reasons. on the other hand, maybe im the one who is really selfish?! haay. i dunno what to do. i still have a defense tomorrow,i hate it. i am so freakin pissed (courtesy of: White Chicks) ewan. a ggrrrr night.. that’s what i have right now!