03.24.05

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Posted in Uncategorized at 12:14 am by mhee

i don’t know why i can’t write something here for the past hours. im not in the mood. there are so many things running through my head. i have been sad again, for so many reasons. i cannot tell it here. its like history repeats itself. did i get it right?! i was just insired to post right now when i read ate naomi’s blog ( u can check her at my links) God is in control. He is. no matter what i am goin through again. He is with me. He has purpose for this. it was really nice reading her entry today, i feel kinda relief. i don’t know why i feel sad for the past few days. memories kept coming back. i dont’ know why. i am missing him again. i hate it. i hate the fact that i am still longing for him. i am really trying my best to go on with my life. enjoy my friends. but i don’t know. i have to keep myself busy, but it is vacation. haay.

then, i am kinda bothered of my other friend. he’s been my friend for a very long time. he is so nice. sweet. funny. sooper friend ko. but, i am irritated on the way he treats and talks to me. friendship is the only thing i can offer to him. sometimes he is annoying me. though, i don’t want to offend him, i tell him that there are things that our impossible between us. i just love talking to him. but he doesn’t get it. i enjoy his company so much, maybe he is mistaken. ah,i hate it.

eh?! i dunno what to say.
i am ending it na lang.

sooper friend (n) - sooper close. special sa akin. love ko. syempre,friend ko.

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