it sounds so deep,it feels so deep. it dont feel empty i just feel unwanted and rejected. i hate it. it seems pipol doesnt want to talk to me. it seems they have their own selfish reasons. on the other hand, maybe im the one who is really selfish?! haay. i dunno what to do. i still have a defense tomorrow,i hate it. i am so freakin pissed (courtesy of: White Chicks) ewan. a ggrrrr night.. that’s what i have right now!