03.29.05
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jet(my sister) and me
bluh….
waah.. i miss my blog…
i dunno what happened,nawalan ako ng gana mag-blog..
kasi naman parang paulit-ulit lang ang mga cnsb ko….
im not yet ok, only God knows when will i be ok….
i am still hurting,the past few days made me think again about the past…
i know i shud get over it,but its really hard..
im trying,really..
but im thankful that God has been really good to me..
for the past few days also,i have been in touched with my sunday school friends,
its been good talking about them,catching up with each other lives..
i have been struggling with my spiritual life also,i dunno..
but inspite of all this, He is there with me..
every single moment, i know He is truly with me all the time..
im also busy with my upcoming 18th birthday.. wahaha..
im still pretty nervous and shy.. as in SHY!
ewan ko,i like the idea of having all the gifts,friends and family..
but the thing if thanking everybody in the end.. waah..
i know i should thank them,d pa nga un sapat sa mga naidulot nila sa labing-walong taon
ko dito sa mundo.. nahihiya lang tlg ako.. ayokong maging mushy sa harap ng maraming tao..
but i have to do it,esp. to my parents.. haay,i love them so much..
also,my friends.. they’ve listened to the bits and pieces of my life..
haay,there is so many things i should be thankful for..
ayay,before i forgot.. i love my sister. im thankful kasi this summer it brought us much closer..
lagi kasi ako nun nililibre.. basta, i love her.. kahit ayaw nyang magpakiss.. ill post our picture!
so much for now,ill fit na pla my gown tomorrow.. yikes.. and the other dress on sunday.. weeh!
watch kami movie ni jet and vum tomorrow,treat ako ng sis ko.. bait nya tlg!
tas thursday,she promised me na will play badminton,yipee!
yipes… un lang.. ill fix pa my sked.. ciao!
03.24.05
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i don’t know why i can’t write something here for the past hours. im not in the mood. there are so many things running through my head. i have been sad again, for so many reasons. i cannot tell it here. its like history repeats itself. did i get it right?! i was just insired to post right now when i read ate naomi’s blog ( u can check her at my links) God is in control. He is. no matter what i am goin through again. He is with me. He has purpose for this. it was really nice reading her entry today, i feel kinda relief. i don’t know why i feel sad for the past few days. memories kept coming back. i dont’ know why. i am missing him again. i hate it. i hate the fact that i am still longing for him. i am really trying my best to go on with my life. enjoy my friends. but i don’t know. i have to keep myself busy, but it is vacation. haay.
then, i am kinda bothered of my other friend. he’s been my friend for a very long time. he is so nice. sweet. funny. sooper friend ko. but, i am irritated on the way he treats and talks to me. friendship is the only thing i can offer to him. sometimes he is annoying me. though, i don’t want to offend him, i tell him that there are things that our impossible between us. i just love talking to him. but he doesn’t get it. i enjoy his company so much, maybe he is mistaken. ah,i hate it.
eh?! i dunno what to say.
i am ending it na lang.
sooper friend (n) - sooper close. special sa akin. love ko. syempre,friend ko.
03.22.05
wanna learn html again…
my blog is so boring
haay,im a computer science student and look at my blog. its is so damn boring. so dull. so plain. grr. i wanna make it nice. yung astig. but i just don’t know how and where to begin. grr.
my ultimate vacation goals:
learn html and make my blog a nice one.
serve in a ministry at church (probably teaching)
enjoy it to the max
be with friends
fix my pc
kinda selfish i guess. hehe. i miss my friends. haay.
pictures
im not in the mood of posting my thoughts right now. silent mode ako. im all alone here. well, this pictures are taken during our trip to Australia last year. ill upload more later. i miss OZ!