02.21.05
sheesh..
its been like daysss.. so many things happened. as in so many. painful ones. very. oh well,sometimes i think im to exaj. but its too painful to lose someone you really love. haay. normal stories of broken hearted people. but still,i am hurting. until now. if only he knew. i cry myself to sleep. i pray to God that this feeling or whatever wud go away. i am begging u,pls go away. i felt something really special for him. something i thought would last, up to i dunno. basta. i love him, way too much i guess. i drove him away from me. i pushed myself way too hard. it was very depressing. it felt like my world suddenly changed. too deep. too exaj. so much to tell, so much to cry about. its so sad. really sad.